Enough

I try so hard

I work so hard

but it's never good enough.

I'm sorry I'm not good enough

to do the thing I love the most.

You Don't Understand

You don't understand how it is to have them.

To have them scream at you for no reason.

To have them leave bruises on your arms.

To have them leave you crying in your room at 3 am.

To have them always have someone defending them for their actions.

You don't understand how hard it is to deal with them everyday.

Leaving

When you left,

I lost you.

When I lost you,

I lost myself.

Getting Better

I have never loved someone

so much

that it hurts to see them

in pain.

Then, I learned what was happening

to you

and your body

and I just want you to know

I love you.

I want you to be healthy

and recover.

You say are doing better,

but then again,

that's what you said last time.